Makeup in this photo all by Stylenanda's 3concepteyes that I bought recently and am in love with...
Going thru a rough patch....
I've been trying to be brave and smile everyday, and shopping way too much to cheer myself up, but these things really just don't work for me. Instead I get upset at myself for spending the money after the initial shopping mood wears off haahahah.
Don't know how to put it across or explain what's going on but I've been feeling pretty down and unmotivated, wanting to be alone more than meeting the people I usually always wanna be with. Even when I do meet them/talk to them, they tell me I'm so 'weird' cos I'm not as bubbly.
No mood to do ANYTHING.
Never really felt like this before so I'm just hoping it'll go away soon.
Wanna be me again really badly too.
Oh and, I'm currently in a lot of pain caused by a crooked spine/super hard and big enlarged muscle on the left of my lower back. Every time I sit or stand for too long, it hurts very badly. Don't remember overexerting myself or carrying anything extra heavy, though.
I went for a massage yesterday and am going for another next week (by a pretty 'famous' massage therapist so I think it should help quite a bit) but I'm not too sure if that is enough if the spine is really very crooked.
Anyone else has had this before and can share some sort of help?