Visited my grandma at the hospital today. She wasn't doing well last night and was admitted in immediately... saw worry in my dad's eyes before he left to see her and I couldn't help but feel so sad as well.
Thankfully today she is better, but she is getting really old (88 years old) and whenever I hear her say things like "反正我很快就要死" (in chinese, it means "I'm gonna die soon anyway") it makes me wanna cry... Am glad to hear she is pretty alert now although her right eye can't be opened. Today is mid autumn festival so she asked me if I had fun playing with lanterns and asked why I didn't go when I told her I didn't.
So cute! Haha.
She used to take care of me when I was younger and I remember her as the first ever person to spoil me. Whatever hairstyle I wanted in kindergarden she would tie for me. Whatever I wanted to eat she would cook for me. Whatever toy I wanted she would bring me to Toys R Us to get.
Although we definitely drifted as I grew up and she moved back to my aunt's place, I guess there will always be a strong bond between us.
I really hope she stays strong. I know people have to go in the end, anyway, but... I don't like this feeling.
All the more we gotta learn to cherish.