You should still be here, and I should still be seeing your angsty updates on your social media channels.
I should have thoroughly enjoyed that cheeseburger (no pickles) you got me when I was scoopin' ice cream as my part time job instead of eating it so quickly like I did.
I should have texted you to catch up, and show you that we've all got our bad days, maybe some of us more than others, but it doesn't mean it cancels out the good ones.
Wish you knew that if you needed me, I would have been here for you 100% even if I haven't seen you in such a long time. And that you made people happy more than you must have known.
You should know this now, though : Today, I texted someone whom I fell out with because you reminded me how much we should really cherish the ones around us. I texted her to make things good again, so we'll come see you together.
Be happy and free now, I promise I'll try to make this harsh world just a little better for others, however I can. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again x